So today is the day for taking two of my midterms. I am exhausted and stressed out. Why? Because this semester has be frightened in the difficulty level. These classes are harder than I thought and I don't know if I can do this right. So what has been my solution? Ignore it. Well, now it's nearly 5am and I have been up most of the night. I went to bed late after studying, couldn't sleep. Kept thinking about school. Now I've been up since 4am and decided to take a quick break to type up this fear of mine and get it out of my system. I will deal with whatever consequences happen due to my lazy fear for school.
Next semester will be much harder because I will be back to my fulltime job and dealing with 6 classes. I don't know how I will get it done, but I won't be lazy......lol.....definitely scared. But maybe I can work that to be more of a nervousness instead of fear.
Ok, back to study.